SnowSmile:XueWei
5:54 AM
Recently alot things happen that made me asked myself did i do the right decision?
Maybe i was just sensitive but i guess to only one person. Its because i care about the person the most.
I always hope that i do not have feeling as it only cause trouble.
somethings i do irritates him. but all i could do is just say i'm sorry other than that i dun noe wat else i could do for him.
he owaes tell me dun ask him this and that, dun anyhow think but i just can't do it.
the only tyme i could reali do it is whn i stopped loving him.
but can i reali stop doing the things that i have been doing for the past 4 years?
well i can only say that it is close to impossible.
since monday, he went back for a week. we seldom contact, seldom chat due to him having sailling on wed and thur. for this week it was quite hard for me.
he was away so i had no one to turn to.
but even if we did chat, it was not so happy.
just now i went to call him thinking that he would be happy to hear my voice but what i didn't expect was that he sounded so irritated cuz i tink i called him at a wrong time.
well i guess its my fualt again.
*****, i am sorry to make iue feel irritated over and over again.
i promise i will try to stop all this nonsense =)
Chu's~!
Hmmmmmmmmm, well thats only part of my prob.
the hot topic for this few weeks was a person whom we noe.
*** is kinda, hmmmmm, sucks.
act act here act act there...
trying to take our sympathy
haiz we oso duno wat to do.
just to tolerated those irritating tymes and carry on our lifes.
well touch wood, me no comment, if iue guys noe wat i mean. but i guess onli erm THEY would. noe
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